October 7
I am Jewish. Ashkenazi, from a family whose migration path reads like a map of Jewish history itself: the long road that led from the Land of Israel through Italy, up into Europe, east into the Russian Empire. For most of my adult life, that fact sat quietly in the background, the way inherited furniture sits in a room: yours, but unexamined.
On October 7, 2023, it stopped being background.
I won't dramatize what that day did to Jews around the world, if you're reading this, you likely don't need it explained. What I can tell you is what it did to me. I understood, with a clarity I had never had before, that I could not keep living at arm's length from my own people, my own history, my own name.
That understanding didn't turn into action overnight. It worked on me for almost two years: through seasons of tours that suddenly felt like someone else's life, through questions I couldn't stop asking. There was a voice, I don't know how else to say it, and the voice kept repeating the same thing: go home first, then figure out the rest.
In September 2025, I finally listened. I moved to Tel Aviv. I left a working business, a settled life, a version of myself I had spent ten years building. My Hebrew name is Miriam, after my great-great-grandmother. In Israel, for the first time, I began introducing myself that way and meaning it.